Pennultimate of hard

Sometimes its nice to write a bit of nothing.
Big ball of glue stuck in my throat.
its sticky glue.
Like the kind you can't bite into.

Need a moment of nothing.
A moment of the old blablabla.
I don't enjoy it as much as I used to.
Live got real serious all of a sudden :/
why the :/

Well, its gotten relay relay hard.

Hard is soo much fun. Its a big challenge.
Yes.But this hard. if you don't try right now. Fuck you up.
Fuck your life up.
If i don't succeed now, its the end of anything good, of what I really want out of this life.

And people always say this. And people always then say that they mean it.

This time my friends.

Is the pennultimate, I really mean this.