Goin' around and around in the mind of a tipsian

here we are again fucking hell late in the morning.
I need sleep. Yet people keep me awake. Damn them. Damn it all
Alcohol is the devil, yet i will never learn will iiiiiiiiiiiii.
only clichés will survive to feed the ignorant and the simple.
Spare my children from the clichés. I will pay you.
-walk-cold-bladder-cheeks-music-headache-bladder-cold-loud-wind-cold-bladder-headache-bladder-bladder bladdddeerrrrrrrrr
my bed is so soft yet i will deny all wonderful comfort
to follow human instinct. no, you , the cruel antagonist will never come back here.
no, but You on the other hand,will never go. May i be complicated in some minds
simple in others. Deliberatly beautiful in the rest. Train of thought noone will
listen to but meee.
INside Jokes (pronounced Yokes) vinnie de poo, de piglet, ghhhuney.
Fly, fly away little bird. Come back when you are wise, and have actually
learnt something worth saying. Fore when thine mouth utters but sound and
ifamous bullshit. You know. Theeen you know. That thine life can be summarised
to one point. One simple little point. instead of thousands in an interestingly developed
essay. You are but a point. a bullet point if u prefer. oy mine brain. simply refusing to be subjected
to any more intellectual torture.
OUTside Jokes; very very cold
I really had hoped i'd be there with you. Yet you
had your life to live, and were not influenced by my phantastical imaginings. You will
never understand. Neither will I. No matter how many times i scream it in your face. You won't ever perceive
that i know the reality.
*chit chat blabber blabber* only geometric scandanavian sounds you hear, becoming more pointy and angular
by the minute. only see their mouth open and close like fish in fast forward motion.
One thinks things over. Flashes of another group of people go by. You're not part of that group
you envy what they have, yet after more in depth consideration, what they have is superficial. Yes,
this word is loved by many. It is cherished as the defining answer of life. Yet it is truely all i can say
about many moments in life.
"are you okay?"...mind collapse, melt, burn, acid rain within the scalp, eyeballs peeling inside out "yeah just a little tired"
The other few moments. Those unexpected yet generally assumed moments in life. Ones you saw in a dream
you had forgotten. Flash forward to the future of the present. Secrets between our souls. I love knowing something
only with one person.
"sarah, snap out of it...sarah...hello?..SARAH!"
And in their eyes you see what is meant to be seen,
sensuality, mystery, a whole world between and around, stop listening to the outside, and realise
these two insides sound the same.
The answer
42....
"Sarah? no really, you're starting to scare me"
Who said life was going to be your version of normal?