The Patience Pays off?...evidently not in the last 20 mins

And in the end, after not having thought about any 4 in the longest time, I realise, maybe pay back time will come after the trip to hell.
Coming back from hell with all its sights and sounds and Brouhaha (a word only learnt off of teletext subtitles), I realise its not going to be the last time I go there.
One doesn't truely acknowledge this realisation, because they're too busy getting high on all of the commotion on the way back up.

Then there were friends who got it on with the past and with Norway? Not really jealous, maybe more of an undecided agreement (if that can happen).

I think some people forget what sex i am through the internet. Its not that i speak so manly, i just get into conversations where sexually, i end up being neutral? Maybe its because i truely am a lesbian, but my not realising it, cancels the first thought out. Guys don't mind lesbians because they have like a last glint of hope sparking inside of them, that somehow, a lesbian can be converted into liking the male body. The male body isn't all that great i must sadly admit. It does have it's fortés though... the regular features, eyes, lips, hands etc but also feet can be quite nice, and thighs, with that right proportion of muscle, or a back...but only if long enough. God i'm picky, and frustrated obviously. *sigh* one day i'll fly away to reality's world.