Midnight Madness, thoughts before eternal slumber and such

Reading through the past only to find more of the present.
Who am I kidding, an obsession that will never end.
You'll never love anyone but yourself.
And for things to remain that way you will have to kill.
How can the smallest comment make me smile this way?
Degrade me in more possible ways please.
You don't exist anyways.
You blend into a swirl of my imagination and fiction.
Nothing ever matters; its all some prefabricated game aka who are we trying to kidd?
Me I guess....

And i'll see you in my holiest dreams, baby.

(Friday night)

um, no.
How is it that horror movies and bloody action films barely make me flinch, but when 16 yr old Krouchnovina, Euro Sport star, misses that tripple backflip on the high bar and practicly rips her crotch in two, i shiver at the excruciating pain she must be feeling? Maybe its because its Re-Al-Ity.

Inside jokes- I'm gonna Rip Diss shee'
- Dog Psychologist! Dude i don't even know that much vocabulary. Dude i shouldn't know that much vocabulary.

(Saturday night)