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12/10
I wanna jump out the window right now, bounce off the sidewalk and jump spin and twirl and skip and feel the wind rushing through my clothes and hair and scream and look at hte sky and dream but i don't wanna work. No sir, it involves reading and thinking and DOING stuff. holidays are evil they make u wanna not work and they u don't and then u diiiiiiiie.

10/10
Two days ago i was in Boston. it was fun. We were at Harvard Square. Scoping all the hot people. It was so clear who was was from Harvard, they like intentionally wearing suits and disgustingly designer clothes. There was a drunken man in Harvard Square. he joined into a photograph and talked about a teddybear he had recently found in the trash. He pulled out a postcard with a cat about to pounce on a spider and said " this is from my girlfriend". I asked him whether his girlfriend was the cat or the spider, he said nono and turned it around and showed us the writing. He then talk about Mexico and the population in it, had a mini seizure, told us he was having a mini seizure. We walked away. Took the subway, it had been a while. ON the walls there were advertisements when the subway went past and they were like screenshots of a publicity so it looked like they were moving as u rode past. Pretty amazing.

Then we were heading for China town but never got there, laughed at allt he crazy expensive things people were trying to sell to us and went back to the bus. There we had fun freezing in the wind taking über cool fotos of each other freezing funnily in the wind.

By then I was deliriously tired and when back on the bus nearly passed out. Decided to listen to music.

While I'm far away from you my baby
Whisper a little prayer for me my baby
Because it's hard for me my baby
And the darkest hour is just before dawn

And then I watched the headlights of the opposite side of the highway rush into the corner of my eye. Thought of all the times I didn’t pray for people, and all the times I was up at dawn. I wish I could wake up before dawn to agree or not that that was the hardest time of the day when separated from all those you love. Supposidly thought of you as I tried not to think of the gerbil axeing its way through my temples.

Baby I love you
You know I need you
Gotta have you
Can't be without you

[R. Kelly]
It's like downtown New York
In the middle of traffic jam
All I really want you to know is who I am
Find me, low key, in the back of club
roll with some fine females rollin' on dubs
You n me big pimpin' on a shoppin' spree in LA
Papratzi's and critics don't give a damn what they say

I then had an epiphany as to why hip hop culture was so popular. At this time of the night when I was about to pass out, it was the easiest thing for my brain to swallow. I didn’t care what they were saying, it sounded nice their beats were easy to swallow. No deep life crisis, no bullshitting extrordinaire. People who had enough shit to deal with every day or night, didn’t want to fuck around with what “alternative” music has to offer to rich/middle class females. Just simply pouring numbing honey into the brain.

Children- Robert Miles

Yes this is the theme song to X-files. But placed out of context in my half dreamy asleep state of mind, and the lights flashing around my head, it was becoming a pretty trippy song. It’s the perfect nighttime highway song. Everything that happens in the song happens then. The lamp posts, the nothingness of car after car after car, of the buses rhythmic forward rolling, I guess the song hypes life up, but it fits.

I got to bed and read a very sexually heightened sequal to Pride and Prejudice. Interesting none the less. Now have to face a nice dose of actual work since having done shit for the past 4 days :D :) :P ;) :o :) :P :D :D :P :P :D :) ;P :<> smileys suck; ambiguous fucks that deserve to be eaten by headless chikons.