Lalalalallaa *poop* lalalalaa

Meeting new people is scary.

Because somehow I end up breaking their heart in one way or another. How not to be coldhearted selfish bitch. I reaaaally need to learn. Humans are one atom of sensitivity upon another. I think i'm being defensive. It was so easy as a kid only simple things could hurt you. Now its stupidly complicated things. Love is so multilayered, so abundantly multifaceted its just feels its not worth considering sometimes. So much throwing up of ones self in order to get a feeble balance in the universe