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Happiness is a twitching jaw because you've been smiling so much and a tingling sense in your eyes because you don't know whether to cry because you're so happy the moment happens or you're so sad that it might end. I'm sorry, but my time is now. Forever now. Quietly transient. Yes my now is screaming, screaming out to you. Sadly humans don't pass on their happiness as easily as they would want to. Sadly humans can't remember what the good times were like. But now is now is now is now. The present is now the past, yet the present is ever flowing syrupy goodness in more than just one direction. Let you have this moment once or twice or possibly always for now. Not for later, don't think of it let it hit you from behind and engulf you in a dazed trance. just be it. i'm so high on life. and you can't stop me. not now. not really. for a split second you did, but now i know not to let you. its not forever, but now is long enough to let it try to be forever.

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