A strange sense of foreboding

too many moments, where the mind and the rational bound down, strapped down in the straight jacket of inevitability. When both constituents are subjected to this regular treatment, inability to aid the other, you get one simple solution. Laisser faire. even if it pleases neither of you, who said it was always going to? And untill the day

-Msn boxes always popping up in unsuspecting places and at ususpecting times. You are allowed to call it love. Bursting too painful to tell though.

-Going to sleep on an uneasy mind. Not advised

--Making something about yourself when you clearly have nothing to do with it and you make others more upset. Not advised

---Crying when you feel you need it. Advised

----Not being able to cry when you feel you need to. Simply life