The Nutcracker instead of sight

Sight hindering backgrounds. No more awareness of the melancholic details to your sight. Take off you glasses close your eyes if you must. feeling claustrophobic because nothing can change it except for you. Oh wait you do ahve control. Well i don't because i don't want it right now.

Gibberish

little hamsters working away at my brain.
All emotion has come to a standstill long ago
Music barely moves you as you try to move to it.
The ultimate stalemate with life.
can you dwell on it some more, or will it continuously be interrupted by life?
It will be interupted by bowel movements, by needless chores, by some passing flurry of a thought.
Oh isn't it all beautiful. Sadly, actually, its the most beautiful thing you've ever seen in your life.